INTUITION:

There was a lengthy period in my life where intuition dabbled in my everyday world.  Sitting in the dentist chair, a random swift thought: my pager (dark ages, I know) would go off.  Sure enough: BEEP, BEEP, BEEP.  I knew it would happen.

Driving to help my Mother-In-Law heal from a terrifying car accident: breaking her spine. I saw my Grandmother’s spirit in my backseat. She was wearing one of her favorite purple shirts with small green frogs.  She looked so peaceful and at ease. I voiced, “Are you here for me?” Several months passed before I shared seeing her.  I now realize she was protecting me in moments of fatigue and exhaustion.  

There was a solid month before my world collapsed (aka, he wanted a divorce), I would ask, “Are we were okay?” I could feel something was very off. He was distant.  I ignored the nudge, the tap to listen to my core… the everyday of busy encouraged me to look the other way.

As family visited, I finally snapped after a night out with a more than distant conversation.  The tears brought forth all the energy in motion, I could not hold it back any longer.  Crying and begging what was wrong on our drive home.  He finally pulled over the car.  I knew it was a conversation I did not want to have. He told me we could shelve it until family left. How could I shelve my emotional wellbeing?

I worried about his mental health. Was he thinking about harming himself?  My Intuition kept telling me not to believe his words.  My gut churn was right.  He would answer, No. I later learned about a girlfriend.  I knew to let him go, he had already crossed the path of infidelity.

You can find truth looking into your palm.  Take a deep breath, gather courage and understand this journey is far greater than You.